Hey Trobwal,
I do play on a different server than yours, but we would have a spot for you in our raids if you like to try them with a bunch of people where you can be yourself and learn the new things at your own pace.
You can found more about BEAST on Eonar at: [A][Eonar] <BEAST> seeks you! Do you have what it takes to..... make fun? Experience a fun time with great people in our guild!
But feel free to drop me or any other BEAST member a chat in the game. My contact info is on our recruitment thread.