I’m still looking for guild.
I’m currently in 5 different guilds, but none of them feels like the right home for me. When i join a guild i want to feel i’m wanted there, i want to be welcomed, is that so wrong? Last guild i joined no one said a word, not a “Welcome!”, not even a “hi”. I get the feeling guild leaders only want numbers, more people for their guild. That’s not what i want. I want to find a nice little guild that i can give all my energy and focus on, help guildies, chat and get close friends. I don’t have any friends in rl so the people in the guild means so much to me, i don’t want to be just a number.
I prefer to play on rp servers and on alliance, but if i can find the right guild with the right people i can go anywhere, any realm, either faction. I prefer guilds who don’t raid, because i’m so tired of being in guilds with people who only log in for raids. It’s not fun to be in guilds like that. I always feel so left out. I’m playing all alone and suddenly the guild is full with people, they raid and when the raid is done, the people are gone and i’m left alone again without even a hi from anyone… so no, not a raiding guild.
I have been looking for a guild for weeks now. I read community and guild recruitment channels on forums several times every day. I go in and check some of the realm forums too every day. I even wrote in “looking for friends” (but because of my social phobia i panicked and removed my post ).
Since i don’t talk much in guilds where i don’t know anyone (because of my social phobia), i struggle a lot to feel home in a guild. I struggle to get friends. I really need help to find a guild, to find friends. I don’t want to be alone anymore.
(Sorry for the negative post.)