29th of the 8th, very early morning
Like every day, Timenora checked the letterbox on her way to the door; not like every day, there was something in it today.
Three items of mail. With her thoughts still back at the clinic she had just departed, the middle-aged elf fished the envelopes out of the box and strolled the last few steps up to her door, her key at the ready.
Out of impatience and curiosity, she thumbed along the three envelopes.
A party invitation⌠a letter from one of her pen pals⌠then she recognised her daughterâs handwriting on the third envelope.
Her heart leapt into her throat and took her breath away. Hastily Timenora opened the door and swung it open with her shoulder, barging inside, tossing the thee letters straight onto the sizeable dinner table.
The eight chairs stood neatly pressed against the table, so she pulled one out, but she did not sit down just yet. Her house was dark and at a pleasant temperature, but it felt empty rather than comforting. In her haste she didnât bother putting on the hearth fire, only lighting the oil lamps in the dining room as the thoughts raced through her head.
What if Aide was in trouble?
What if she got lost?
What ifâŚ
Stopping that train of thought, Timenora finally sat down and sighed. Her chubby fingers trembled as she opened the unsealed envelope and skimmed over the lines.
29th of the 8th, mid-afternoon
âMorrowind! Are you listening to me?â
Timenora blinked her eyes - she had indeed not been listening - and focused on Wintersun, the doctor sitting in front of her. He was an older man with a stern hawk-like face and gruff but fair mannerisms. They were quite fond of one another, but he was all serious now, gazing up at her expectantly from his seat behind the clinicâs desk.
âSorry Doctor⌠could you please repeat that?â she asked him with a tight-lipped smile.
Wintersun remained silent, but his eyebrow perked up half an inch.
Feeling the pressure rising inside, Timenora forced a wider smile, casting her gaze down with mild embarrassment. She heard him ask gently, âWhatâs wrong with you this past week, Time? Whatâs been bugging you?â
She blurted out the words in response, eager to get it off her chest if nothing else, staring at the clutter on Wintersunâs desk surface meanwhile.
âBael, itâs my daughter⌠she has joined the military and Iâm worried. Sheâs fine, but with her and Victor both deployed now, itâs so quiet around the house. Theyâre the only two children I have left. And of course I wouldnât have stopped her from doing what she needs to do, but⌠well, erm, anyway.â
Taking a deep breath Timenora ceased her rambling and shook her head to herself. She heard Wintersun push his chair back and step around the desk, coming up next to her. He took her hand and squeezed, only replying, âYeah?â
She nodded once, drawing another breath and exhaling before continuing in a more controlled voice.
âTo be honest⌠Iâm afraid that half the reason my daughter left home, is because of me.â
Despite Baelâs sweet reassurances and the successful work done during the second half of her shift at the clinic, that thought kept gnawing at her for the rest of the day.