Of Light and Undeath
Good evening, and welcome to our lecture for this evening: Of Light and Undeath.
As you may be aware, Iām dead, but very much alive.
I am also one of a few Undead who still maintain the ability to hear the Light, and call upon it, despite my nature as an Undead, which as you will be aware is in direct conflict with The Light.
It is a curious existence, I assure you.
āOf Light and Undeathā then, shall we?
So, for those of you who do not know me: I am Reverend Corvenus Winteroak, Iām a Priest of The Conclave and First Minister of an organisation known as The Tirisfallen. I have the honour of being a disciple of his most holy, The Archbishop Alonsus Faol.
In life I trained at Alonsus Chapel in Stratholme from the age of nine and there I worked training aspiring Paladins, specifically in the more religious aspects of their work and using the Light to heal and protect.
Since my liberation from the Scourge Iāve worked to help my people and homeland, first as a Cleric of the Argent Dawn and later as part of The Argent Crusade. I actually served here for many months helping ready the champions of Azeroth.
I want to touch upon three facets of The Light and Undeath tonight: My Experiences as an Undead Light User, my theories as to why Iāve maintained this ability and lastly what this might mean going forward for others like me.
So, my experiences, hm?
As an Undead Light User it does sometimes feel as though I am besieged from all sides, both without and within. Many of my fellow undead struggle with Light, physically of course is one facet but not the most fundamental one.
In life most of us went to Church, we lived lives in accordance with The Light and expected to join with it when we died. From pious Paladins and Priests to the most humble and unassuming farm hands and peasants: we each knew The Light.
A great many of my people feel abandoned by it, that it is to some degree the fault of the Light they died, or were not saved from death. A notion not helped that it was a Paladin who brought both the plague, and scourge, upon them.
Their alienation from The Light is further compounded by the fact that it has largely been Light users that have continued to hunt them, be it wayward Alliance Orders roaming north or the Scarlet Crusade. In the eyes many Light users they, and and I, continue to be monsters.
So, I am condemned a monster for being an undead, a heretic for still serving the Light and branded an oddity or fool by my fellow undead for keeping my faith and still answering the call of The Light. Rather damned if I do, and damned if I do not, hm?
One question I get often is: Why use The Light if it causes you such pain? It is a fair question, and doubtless one on many of your minds. There is no denying it to be a prudent question.
I liken it to having to cauterise a wound, or relocate a shoulder. They cause pain, but ultimately do good. Calling on The Light is painful, but a necessary pain if I am to heal the injured, or shield the defencess. What man would I be if I did not endure that pain for the benefit of others?
So, why do I maintain this ability?
I must preface this with the simple fact that I have no definitive answer. I donāt know exactly by what means I maintain the ability to call upon the Light where so many of my undead brothers and sisters are unable. From here on this is conjecture, and theory.
I believe a number of factors are at play: I think sheer conviction of will is a part of this, the will and determination to call on the Light even in this state. I think too faith, and the purity of intent are important here.
When I woke up from Scourge dominion I knew exactly who I wanted to be. I rejected the dogma and philosophy of Sylvanas that was centered around fear, the abandonment of our former lives and faith.
Sadly the Light appears to bend to fanaticism as any other power. Evil hands will turn good towards evil ends, sadly this can not be escaped in this case.
I made a choice to honour the commitments I had made in life, to commit myself to the wellbeing of others still, especially the wellbeing of my people and my homeland. I think in some small sense that endeered me in the eyes of The Light.
That I would be willing to endure the persecution of Sylvanas, and be forced again from my home spoke to my character. A clarity and purity of purpose that rang like a bell within the Light, an echo of my life growing louder.
I believe that because I reaffirmed my convictions so soon after being liberated, because I did not permit myself to be taken in by the doctrine of hate and fear, and so soon committed myself to again to the Three Virtues that I was able to still hear the light, and so continue to call upon it.
What does all this mean for the future? There are details of things I am not permitted to go into, but that as a disciple of Alonsus Faol and Priest of The Conclave I am privy to. There have been recent events that shed new light on the relationship between Light and the Undead.
I believe these speak to the potential for more of my people to begin to reconnect with The Light, if they choose to, and I think this involves reconnecting with the philosophy, rituals and values of the Church.
By slowly and mindfully practicing the Three Virtues, by re-connecting through prayer, by embracing a path of kindness and of compassion I believe will begin to again plant the seeds of faith in ones spirit.
This foundation gives us the scope to again connect with the Light, learning as though infants learning to walk for the first time. I believe with enough practice, with enough faith, a physical re-connection is possible for others too.
I will finish on this note: while it may not to be possible, or even desirable, for some to be able to again wield the Light as they had in life, it is still possible to lead a life by its values, as once we had when we drew breath.
There are others, like me, who begin to reconnect with that part of their lives and it is my responsibility to help them down that path, but it is also my responsibility to see that the spiritual needs of those who worship at the Church of Shadow are also listened to.
The duality of my peopleās nature mean we must embrace all the paths my people would walk, either in honour of the lives they knew before, or the lives they chose to lead after death. I do not advocate the Light over the Shadow.
I do though advocate that it is time for those of Shadow to accept that not all wish to walk their path, and that it is our right to reconnect with The Light as free thinking, and willed, undead. That together we must go forward, as one people of two denominations.
Thank you for your time, and your patience.
Light Guide.
Now, are there any questions?