My washing machine blew up - as in smoke from the back of it
I went to the store to buy faberic softner and they was out of the brand i like
Now thats bad…
I came across a “Something bad that happened to you today” thread and could not think of anything. That sucked!
i mean it may not seem like a big thing but its like there is no store that carries it in town meaning until they get more ill have to wash with another brand … tragic
I had a good day, nothing bad happened to me. So far anyway
I mailed gold and Heirlooms to my Monk alt. while he is stuck in Exile’s Reach intro ship. Ticket most likely won’t ever be solved since there are others with 30 days waiting theirs to be responded. Oh well. He might be stuck in time forever then.
Still ill. More ill, in fact. I thought I was getting better but noooo. Stupid winter colds.
I hit my ellbow on the doorknob
my brother is moving up north tomorrow for good… he met some girl online a couple weeks ago and is going to go move in with her.
me and my brother fell out a a lil while ago… we havent spoken since…
he hasent actually told me hes moving up north and doesnt actually know that i know he is either… i found out through my dad when he mentioned a girl called (name disclosed) and i was like hold on a min never heard of that person!..
so yea goodbye brother .
nice of you ti give a poop about ur family en all that lol…
most stupid reason i told he stopped talking too … i literaally told him he has to get work to help my dad pay the bills… as he was struggling… he moved in there 3 years ago rent free hasent paid a penny to help him out since…
and is now just up and moving out without even paying anything back from all the money hes borrowed from both of us…
next part i will move over the good day forum…
kitten chewed on my toe…
i wont be here to post on the day i go back to work so i will do one in advance…
i got to go to my dads for work…
this is usually okay. besides the fact brother makes me feel unwelcome there…
he doesnt talk , closes his bedroom door as soon as i enter the flat and doesnt ever come out unless im going to sleep .
soon i close the living room door to sleep i hear his footsteps going to get food and drink … it really is pathetic…
i tried talking to him the other day about it and he just stared at me didnt say a word was super awkward lol…
hes actually older than i am if you can believe that…
anyway work isnt much better… there is a person there doing basically the same thing…
so doesnt matter where i go on work days home or work i just get unnecessary hatred thrown at me…
did originally come here to escape that (that was the intention)… but real life stress made me post kind of abruptly… so now i get hatred thrown at me here too …
fun times!
EDIT: i honestly kind of hoped that covid would do more damage to me this time… that is kind of messed up no ?
i purposely didnt look after myself i made it as easy as possible for the virus to hurt me…
and here i am still standing… i really dont get it.
A bad thing that happened today was my kettle gave up on life. I’m now having to boil water in a pan until my new one arrives tomorrow
i left scotland to return home and work…
Deliberately ignoring someone like this is a form of bullying/harrassment
Being Scottish, that sounds like a good thing
ikr… i get it at work and at home…
im just tired at this point…i work out cause i feel positive for the period of time im doing that… and i have made massive progress over the past 3 years…
but even that now… its wearing thin… it doesnt hold back the negative like it used to…
nothing good ever really happens… that’s why i struggle to put anything in the good day thread… i cant actually remember the last time something genuinely good happened many years ago at least…
yet i am absolutely buried under a mountain of negative with just more things constantly piled on top by the day.
i actually had a mental breakdown at work last month lol…
started physically shaking, kept losing my breath, felt like my adrenaline was pumping x100 … they sent me home… said come back and tell us what wrong when u feel better…
so i did , now i get treated alike a special case nutjob at work lol… i was better off saying nothing…
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i always had hope you know that eventually something good would come along… but it never has…
i dont think i actually have that hope anymore… i know things just end badly when im involved i dont even have to say or do anyhting that is just how the world works around me.
i really am leaving this forum in a couple weeks btw… this didnt work out as intended for me… im better of not here now.
honestly this game in general i lost interest in it 6 years ago.
Try to visit a professional. Maybe you have some sort of hormone imbalance, that makes you think so negatively. You need to figure out some way for you to build confidence
I recieved plenty compensation days from OT that I took the rest of the week off and I won 300euro from a casino game on my lunch break.
confidence isnt the issue… i have confidence…
it’s just i lack faith that things will get better … and so far i been right as things just continue to go badly…
i dont even have the energy anymore to try fix things if they go bad… i just accept it and let people do what they like… to suit them … no matter how badly it hits me… i just take it and carry on…
the person at work and my brother are fine examples of that… they wanted to act that way … i didnt even attempt to talk em out of it… i actually made it super easy for them for do it…
they dont see that they probably see it as me being horrible to them in some weird twisted view they have… but reality is … i just gave them exactly what they asked for… even if it is very very bad for me lol. cause i dont care anymore.