I’ve been a huge fan of WOTLK back in 2010, and when WOTLK Classic was announced, I couldn’t wait to start leveling and do dungeons. So I rolled a Hunted and within a month I got to max level.
Then the pre-patch came. And my second son was born the next day. Suddenly I was with baby at hands, helping my wife, cooking, cleaning, washing dishes … Then I found myself in a familiar situation - battling endless nights, dealing with insomnia. And during these nights, of course, I had to do something - read a book, or … yes, play World of Warcraft.
My time is limited… I don’t enjoy leveling as much as before, so group content in my situation is limited - casual heroics, casual BGs, catching up with renown. I admit, when Classic was released in 2019, I haven’t paid much attention to Shadowlands. Instead, I preferred to immerse myself in nostalgia, walking around Old Orgrimmar… so I missed a lot of stuff in Shadowlands. I never did the raids, even on Raid Finder. And when the pre-patch of Dragonflight came, I found myself catching up with everything I missed … minus the time gates, with good ways to gear, with a story to enjoy.
WOTLK Classic was in the background, but still switched to do daily heroics. That was, until today.
This is what happened.
As I said, I missed a lot of things. During my sleepless nights, I decided to check my achievements. Then I found I’ve abandoned so many things… including mount farming and raising my renown. I was close to Renown 40. I did a couple of battlegrounds and immediately noticed the diversity I didn’t see in Classic. Brawls. Ashran. Revamped old BGs. Suddenly, PVP turned into a joy. It didn’t take long when I got Renown 40 and obtained my second Unicorn.
Then after my afternoon nap, I decided to do quickly WOTLK Violet Hold, which is today’s daily heroic. I gathered a group in no time and began clearing the trash and bosses… And then, on 12/18 progression, the tank didn’t know how to kite one of the bosses and we wiped. Then tried again. Everyone wiped except for me, as a hunter I soloed the boss… but when my groupmates came back again, the trash after the boss was too much and … the dungeon was reset.
By then, I’ve wasted half an hour of my life and I couldn’t afford to waste any more second. Real life was calling. When I found that we have to do all VH waves all over again and start from scratch, I told my group that I am fed up and want to leave. And I hearthstoned to Dalaran’s inn.
Then one of the groupmates started /w-ing me, begging to return, that we’re saved, and if I am to leave, I’ll waste the time of the other four… This blaming led me to re-evaluate my gaming priorities.
What am I doing in this game? Am I having fun? Seriously… WOTLK no longer works for me. Certainly leveling and re-experiencing the story was fun, but I have no desire (or spare time) to do ICC again, and to wipe on old dungeons.
And what are my priorities on the internet? I’m a grown up. I have a wife two kids. And friends. Classic is good for socialization, and I respect Blizzard to remove dungeon finder. But suddenly… it’s my wife, my children matter. Socializing with strangers no longer matters. Blaming me for not desiring to stay in a wipe group makes the game not enjoyable for me. If it was 10 years ago, I wouldn’t mind staying for a third try of VH. But today I can no longer afford it.
Meanwhile Retail offers everything I need to calm up my insomnia and make my sleepless nights better. Casual BGs? Arenas? Cool! If I have to leave abruptly, I do it, and I’m no longer blamed for ruining other people’s game. I wait for the debuff, then queue again when I have time.
Yes, Classic means socialization and … if you don’t behave well, there are consequences. RDF and Raid Finder are blamed for bringing toxicity because there are no consequences. But right now… I desire no socialization except for casual chat.
Meanwhile…I progress! I raise my renown, gather mounts and titles. As for WOTLK… I’m just not interested in gathering valor, honor. Not right now at least.
So… that’s it. Retail turned out to be enjoyment in a period in my life that brought a lot of changes, and Classic started to suck.