I’ve been playing wow for about 16-19 years, depending on how you count. Started late vanilla, went through BC, WotLK, Cata and MoP, then it became an on and off thing, more on the off side if i’m being completely honest. Back when i started wow, i really enjoyed raiding and dungeons, it was fun and challenging, but didn’t feel too pushed. As the game matured, PvE became a worship of progress, my friends whom i used to play with slowly stopped playing, so i was more and more pushed to playing with pugs, which brought that cursed progress above all else mentality on my head as well. As such, i gradually shifted away, first from PvE, then from WoW completely.
I came back at the end of DF to start playing, had my main focus on PvP, same old casual style, not sweating it too much, and recently i felt i would try PvE once again. So i geared up a pally, wanted to get a taste of all 3 roles to decide which is the one i want to pursue later on, but mostly leaning towards healing, as it was always the thing that felt the most fun and rewarding for me. So enter mythics, i am a holy pally with 600 something ilvl, assemble a group and get into my very first m0 and holy fudge was that frustrating. Even if i was doing “just healing”, i would have felt quite overwhelmed because people tend to get oneshot on trash mobs, but if you just heal that’s not enough, you should also take your slice from the dps pie. So i somehow had to juggle attention between keeping everyone alive, doing dps, and reading what on earth is happening around my character because visuals are just waaaay overloaded. There’s so much stuff happening at the same time, that my brain just starts to melt.
Now that i ranted about my quite unpleasant experience, here comes the question, what is the thing i’m doing wrong? How is the healing role enjoyable for people? Am i just too casual to play that role(i can accept that, although it would feel a bit problematic and painful)?