3 hours, 18 floors. Only started getting hard on the 17th floor. Died to the last boss repeatedly.
I just feel abysmal now. I shouldn’t get a feeling of “Self loathing” and a feeling that I’ve just wasted 3 hours, from a game.
Seriously, take whoever designed that evil, horrific feature, and slap them before firing them.
And I know I won’t get much sympathy on the forums, I fully expect people to say “git gud” and deride me. But just know, that I’m choosing to get drunk instead of comitting suicide. (Anyway, going to force myself to sleep instead of drinking. Healthier option for the mind. Don’t drink when you’re depressed, folks. It doesn’t help.)
Really I just needed some outlet to scream into.
I was hoping a nice long run of Torghast would be fun, on the day that I lost the friendship of my parents. But no, I’m not even allowed to have a good time in a bloody video game.
All I needed was 100 more soul ash to make my first legendary. I thought I’d get loads from an 18 floor torghast.
Instead I get booted out with the threat of a copyritten monster (Seriously doubt they got permission to rip off the Torrasque) and nothing, NOTHING for my long hours of work.
And when a game feels like work, what the hell am I even doing with my life?
It’s also really badly designed.
They should’ve made it endless, infinite floors, and a reward based on how high you get.
On floor 16, I literally could not die, invincible. On floor 17, it was a tough time. On floor 18, I died. So infinite floors would never be infinite. But at least I would’ve left, having completed the 17th floor, and have something to show for that.
Instead, I leave feeling beaten. I feel like I’ve just wasted 3 hours. I feel awful right now. As someone who already has really bad depression and a generally terrible life, I can tell, you, adding more awful on that does not help!
Video games are supposed to be escapism, they’re supposed to help you escape the horrors of real life. Yes, they can be a challenge, but they shouldn’t be punishing to this level.
You shouldn’t have to spend 3 hours to get nothing. At the very least, I should get some sympathy.