Just came here to say my last farewell on the forums, as it’s only fair to my forum friends before I leave. Wish you luck in life and your gaming adventures
Afenton, Starney, Soul, Dunkiee, the forum MVP’s, Kentarro, Tesla, Robokiller, Palivar, the nightborne dude sorry forgot your name , and anyone else who I may have forgotten because I haven’t had my coffee yet.
Wish you good health, good food, and good gaming.
I will continue to play the game so you might catch me in-game. Just not on the forums.
I have to say it was not easy to change the way i thought.
So many people were telling me the same thing over a period of 2 years.
I actually gave up and started believing what i was being told as i didnt have a support network to show me otherwise.
Even the trolling here was getting to me and i was taking it as fact.
I always thought if they are wrong about me they will always eventually realise it and return to me to talk one day sooner or later and sure enough over a period of 1 months they all slowly started reappearing in my life to say sorry to me.
It made me realise that i was actually right about myself all along just didnt have the support to confirm it.
A lot of my stuff on this forums is from a very dark place where i had no self worth and had effectively given up on myself and was just feeding off the negatives people kept throwing at my here as it was the only feedback i was actually getting.
I wasent myself at all in most of that and can only really apologise for what thats worth.
Just because many people say something, doesn’t mean it’s true or right.
I mean, just look at Trump supporters.
That’s when you take a step back and leave the forums. Whenever I feel like the negativity on the forums are starting to affect me or anger me - I leave for months.
it was the fault of everyone else who put the pebble in my show and made me eat a 43 pound cupcake instead of going to the gym.
ofc i am now a far better person for all my struggles but i am in no way to blame.
i actually ended up having my leg amputated to stop the pain from the pebble which is obviously all their fault too but i dont hold grudges and wont mention how everything is their fault in all 600 posts i make today.