I’ve had a thought recently after what I saw while hanging out at my gf’s place.
We were eating dinner with their fam and the young boy at the table asked his dad if he can play the gollum game after dinner, yknow the game that kinda looks bad and the gameplay is mediocre at best.
I heard it and asked about if it was in fact that gollum game, indeed it was. I refrained from any comments of course cause I’m not socially insane.
So after dinner we went back to the room and I thought nothing of it, when about half an hour later my gf asked me to heat up the warmth bottle for her, of course I did and in the process passed by the living room on the way to the kitchen, where I saw what cause me to have this question.
This boy was playing the gollum game and having an absolute blast, pure enjoyment, I ended up watching him play while the warmth bottle was heating up, and he told me about the story which makes no sense to me a lotr fan but he loved it, he enjoyed the mechanics even though he wasnt very good. And he had nothing but hte biggest smile on his face.
He was able to take something that for me or in general what i heard to be a complete loss or flop of a game and have more fun then I have seen anyone have in ages playing even some of the most impressive and smooth games.
Which is why I am genuinely wondering if maybe my lack of enjoyment of games is actually me, that childlike sense of not knowing but wanting to and just to see whats around every corner, yeah it doesnt make sense but it’s cool to experience it and just enjoying playing the game. Not for rank, not for any customization, not for any prize just getting to play the game more was enough for him. I’m not gonna lie I was jelous cause I remember havign that much fun, pure fun, but those days have long gone and now although I strive for it. My knowledge of things weighs it down.
i genuinely wish I could forget everything about WoW again, and about blizzard, I want to forget and start again.
So I ask what you guys might think of this, if we can keep it about WoW that’d be great but I do wonder if this is just gaming in general rn?